What am I doing? For 19 days, I haven't felt like myself. At the end of the day, I can't even remember how I spent the day or what I did during those 24 hours.
July was productive enough, but August brought several unexpected worries. To avoid these worries, I've been chatting with strangers and watching reels. Today, I realized what's going on. I must not end my day with just small chitchat. I have to utilize my time better. By utilizing, I don't mean only learning new skills. I mean doing anything that is not random—maybe going somewhere, reading books, watching movies, communicating with close ones, or anything that gives me pleasure or aligns with what I had planned to do.