I'm not gonna tell his name. I love him. Always loved him. He was scheduled to leave for Finland on 5th August. So right now, he is not in this country. What difference does it make? He was always so far away that I couldn't reach him.
I miss him. But he never did. I used to message him with excuses. He never cared. He always replied in two words: "Okay" or "O." Then I thought, if he is that unwilling to talk to me, I should stop texting him. But I couldn't resist myself. So I blocked him a few days ago, so that I couldn't text him even if I wanted to.
It hurts. That night when I blocked him, I cried for so long. He used to be my best friend. I never accepted the fact that he was no longer interested in me. That's why I acted crazy. That night, I was repeatedly listening to the song "Jaane Woh Kaise."
Lines from this song:
"Jaane woh kaise log the jinke pyar ko pyar mila"
"Humne toh jab kaliyan maangi kaanto ka haar mila"
Meaning:
I wonder what kind of people were they who attained love
I only got a garland of thorns when I asked for flowers
